Thursday, June 26, 2008

He is here....

James Raz has arrived! We are so excited to finally meet him and have him in our lives. I feel like crap, the c-section took it out of me and as much as I want to document this new season, I am going to hold off for another week. I don't have it in me to blog about my feelings, my son and my new family. I can say this, without all the help from my parents and Jeff's parents we would be up a creek. Life is grand and we are blessed. More and more every day we realize what gifts we have been given and despite ourselves, we have ended up in a great place with great lives. More to come.....

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Lockdown...

I have been put on lock down. No more activities or social outings for me. It is nice to be told to stop trying to do too much. Also really nice to have a husband who loves me enough to let me do nothing. What a great dad! He has spent the day playing Cranium, Candyland and Hide and Seek just to name a few. Lilly sure is a lucky little lady, as am I!

5 days....

Friday, June 13, 2008

One more week...

One more week until my little guy arrives in this world. I am beyond frightened by the changes in our lives that are sure to come. I mean, money? Yeah, well we will see how fun that is. And then the biggest change of all, having another child to love. Where will it come from? How could I have more in my heart? I have heard over and over, read numerous accounts of how moms all over the world can love more than one child, but can I? Can I love this little boy as much as I love my little girl? Will I have anything at all left to give my husband? What about myself?

WE SHALL SEE!

Wish me blessings.